This is a period of low finances for me. I am struggling just to feed myself. I want to figure out what to do with my life and reorganize my goals. I think I am trying to do too many things at once and that is distracting, although I feel things will pass me by if I don't keep at them. An example might be getting smart and keeping in shape. Both involve some time and they don't have the same things in common. I could get really good at one, if I neglect the other, but I am unwilling to do that. Still, I need to organize my time so as not to waste it. I want to become a successful individual and worthy to be with Jojo.

Today I am selling a bunch of my old toys on ebay. It brings back the memories of when I used to collect them. I remember when I started collecting toys again in 1995. I am glad to move on from this old life I had of collecting junk to a new one that will hopefully be less full of clutter. tomorrow is Helen's birthday.

Tonight I think I hurt my back. I want to keep track of it so I know how long it hurts for.

I also think Mr. H is starting his visit today.

I called Jojo and talked to her tonight. It was a nice talk

Today was boring, except that I got to talk to Jojo on the phone. She called me. That excited me.

I find the kids to be adorable. I enjoy how they want to play with me when they get home. Gabby wanted to sleep in the tent, but I had work to do so couldn't sleep out there with her. She ended up sleeping inside. She wanted me to tell her a story before bed. Donnie wanted me to sing to him and give him a butterfly kiss.